I really don't know where to consolidate or what to commence on first, but I will render a few things that I can’t forget. I miss the feeling of not being chained by the burdens of worldly routines that I perpetually are always needing to be met on a daily basis; because when I was their in NOLA I threw everything on God, and I had the feeling that I was "Light" in that I was not weighed down by anything. I even would wake up ready for the Lord to utilize me in anyway possible and I was ok with it. God even granted me an over sufficient kind of energy even though I literally had little or no sleep and I mean that in context. I really miss being surrounded with God's presence every minute of the day and waking up to the feeling that God is in charge at all times. I also missed the 100% realized dependency on God, with the sheer and affirmed sense that God was the driver, I was the passenger and that nothing was proved detrimental to me under the Lords protection. Since I left NOLA I always feel the need to pray in my head in everything I do; predominantly because I feel more thankful for the smallest things. 

Thank You, 

HPaul Haddad